I'm a writer. This is my call. I don't know how to be a writer. I don't know why I've been given this call. I can only hope the journey transforms me into something beautiful.
Meditation will (almost) always leave you with the feeling… “this is not how it’s supposed to go”, “this doesn’t work”, “I am not doing this properly”. It will leave you with the sense of “failure”. “I can’t do this”… “And since I’m not doing this right, it’s not working”. But it is. That is precisely what it will (almost) always look like: failing. It’s “failing” because it’s asking the mind to do something the mind can’t do. The mind can’t understand the concept of “doing something I will never be able to do properly”. Like… “what the Hell?”. Meditation will (almost) always feel like “failure”. And you know what? So…